PTSD

PTSD

Do you know them?

Do you really understand 

what they're going through?

Do you feel their pain?

Do you hear what they hear?

Do you see what they see?

Can you feel their agony?

You will never know

If you are not one...

    Inhopelessness 

     @MA1272015

Where art thou now oh God...

Where art thou now oh God?...

Why hast thou forsaken me?

Why hast thou not saved me

from my pains and misery?

Why hast thine arms too short 

to reach out to my heart?

Why hast  thine ears

deaf to my tears?

Why hast thine eyes

seen not my frailties?

Where art thou now my God?...

Thou hast known 

my soul believes in thee...

Through all my agony

in thine will in faith I remained...

in thine wonderful amazing grace

always I believed...

For Thou art God

Marvelous and Mighty 

Holy in Majesty...

Yet...

Where art thou now Oh God?...

All around me are pain and tears

my worn torn heart 

are all that I could see...

Where art  thou now oh God?...

        Inhopelessness 

         @MA1262015

Though God

In our every today's 

the one we love

may not be with us...

They may not be there

in our every tomorrows...

But deep here in our hearts

they are always with us...

Though God did not will

that we belong in their life

that they belong in our life...

Have faith in His will 

for the reasons why...

The hopes and dreams

The life that we wished we have

The time gone by

that we can not bring back...

The thoughts and the memories 

in our hearts and mind 

may keep coming back...

Even then in these 

though in streaming tears

hold on and be comforted 

in trusting the heart of God...

          Inhopelessness 

         @MA11/272015

He will get you through...

God has reasons...

Though in tears 

Though in pain 

just let it flow

because faithfully 

He will get you through

until we know and understand 

the reasons of the many why's...

          Inhopelessness

          @MA11202015

I Kneel...

Oh what amazing comfort it is 

to trust and believe the heart of God...

Oh what solitude to understand 

God can never be wrong...

In all my deepest pain

facing life's truths and realities

though in streaming tears

my heart is resting 

in trusting God's grace...

Oh God I will draw myself to you

I will cling in you...

When my sadness and pain 

is drowning me within...

when it's mist is pulling me in strain

and my heart starts to crumble again 

faced by the dagger of reality 

to you I come and kneel...

              Inhopelessness 

               @MA1182015

I need you Lord...

I need you Lord...

my heart need your touch...

Heal my heart Lord...

you know I need it much...

    Inhopelessness 

    @MA10212015

If God would...

They said 

Never stop asking God

Never give up 

on your hopes and dreams...

They just don't know

the truth that I am living in...

They just don't hear and see

my anguish 

to God I cried all nights all day...

If God would only give me 

one chance to ask  and pray...

I know needless for me to say...

He knew it all so well...

Everything...All the way...

     @ A Manu's 10152015

            Inhopelessness