Path Less Trodden

I am treading on a path less trodden 

Along are riven hearts 

so worn in agony

crying for God's mercy...

With no more reason to move on

they keep on

they hold on

to that faith in their heart

in every step of the path 

Believing 

Trusting 

that in the road less trodden 

God is molding hearts 

to greater faith

For His greater purpose...

And in the path less trodden 

God's mercy and grace 

is more than sufficient 

For He is keeping 

the broken hearts in His...

      Inhopelessness 

      @MA12232015

Remembering the ways of the Lord...

Remembering the stories of old

All the miracles of the Lord

As He saved and led Israel 

from slavery to liberty...

As He provided 

bread and fish for the multitude...

As He healed the sick...

and brought to life the dead...

Remembering the ways of the Lord

looking upon my life

remembering the days

that have come and gone...

Recounting...

how He held me up to the mountain top

how He filled my cups and my tables

how He kept me safe from many dangers

how He raised me up whenever I fall

how He pulled me back when I strayed 

how He fixed my crooked paths 

how He touched my mind and heart

that I may I understand His will and His grace...

My heart takes comfort 

remembering the ways of the Lord...

                 Inhopelessness 

                 @MA12202015

Feel their pain...

The depth of the deepest pain

Oh who could contain...?

The sadness of the saddest heart

Oh who could grasp...?

Feel their pain 

Feel their sadness

So you may understand...

              Inhopelessness 

              @MA12192015

Does God Heal?

How does God heal?

Would He come to heal me

as in His words He promised?

Would He send His miracle

like what He've done to the many?

Would He have mercy on me

and heal my heart...?

Would He surround me in His grace

As I have always believed...?

Yes... 

I know He will...

               Inhopelessness 

               @MA12162015

Like a Cancer

Like a cancer

My pain is like a cancer

No cure...

They never heal...

Could only wish for a miracle 

If only God would come to heal...

They said let go and let God...

They said never lose hope have faith...

They said get up and move on...

They said be happy and welcome a new life...

They said be strong hold on...

They said love yourself and be free...

They said so many beautiful words

but they never know what  a dying heart

and soul is going through...

They never know how they helped 

themselves up to breathe a tick at a time...

Like a cancer

Their pain never heals...

Though deep in their soul

they could only wish

God will send His miracle to heal...

          Inhopelessness 

          @MA12122015

I Love you Lord

I love you Lord

Though

my eyes are sore in tears

and my heart deeply in great pain...

I love you Lord

Though

my days are spent in griefs 

and my life is a fate

of crumbs and leftovers....

I Love you Lord

Through 

all that in my life 

you allowed and willed 

to happen...

Through the losses and frailties...

Through nothingness...

            Inhopelessness 

           @MA12102015

PTSD

PTSD

Do you know them?

Do you really understand 

what they're going through?

Do you feel their pain?

Do you hear what they hear?

Do you see what they see?

Can you feel their agony?

You will never know

If you are not one...

    Inhopelessness 

     @MA1272015

Where art thou now oh God...

Where art thou now oh God?...

Why hast thou forsaken me?

Why hast thou not saved me

from my pains and misery?

Why hast thine arms too short 

to reach out to my heart?

Why hast  thine ears

deaf to my tears?

Why hast thine eyes

seen not my frailties?

Where art thou now my God?...

Thou hast known 

my soul believes in thee...

Through all my agony

in thine will in faith I remained...

in thine wonderful amazing grace

always I believed...

For Thou art God

Marvelous and Mighty 

Holy in Majesty...

Yet...

Where art thou now Oh God?...

All around me are pain and tears

my worn torn heart 

are all that I could see...

Where art  thou now oh God?...

        Inhopelessness 

         @MA1262015