In Losing All Reasons

I am dead so weary

betrayed 

rejected

pushed away...

I am dead desolate

just a mistake

just a renounced sin

don't mean anything...

I am dead so weak

so drained

feeling worthless

so meaningless...

I am dead to the grave

my soul deep in me

groaning

in misery and pain...

Losing all reasons to move

graciously lovingly

God is keeping my worn soul

in His embrace...

helping my heart inhale

for another day 

in my everyday...

       Inhopelessness 

       @MA01152016

Like a Cancer

Like a cancer

My pain is like a cancer

No cure...

They never heal...

Could only wish for a miracle 

If only God would come to heal...

They said let go and let God...

They said never lose hope have faith...

They said get up and move on...

They said be happy and welcome a new life...

They said be strong hold on...

They said love yourself and be free...

They said so many beautiful words

but they never know what  a dying heart

and soul is going through...

They never know how they helped 

themselves up to breathe a tick at a time...

Like a cancer

Their pain never heals...

Though deep in their soul

they could only wish

God will send His miracle to heal...

          Inhopelessness 

          @MA12122015

PTSD

PTSD

Do you know them?

Do you really understand 

what they're going through?

Do you feel their pain?

Do you hear what they hear?

Do you see what they see?

Can you feel their agony?

You will never know

If you are not one...

    Inhopelessness 

     @MA1272015