You'll Never Know

You will never understand 

the reasons for my tears

because you never know

what I've been...

Say not a word 

because you never know

how God 

has led me through all...

    Inhopelessness 

      @MA 7/2016

He will get you through...

God has reasons...

Though in tears 

Though in pain 

just let it flow

because faithfully 

He will get you through

until we know and understand 

the reasons of the many why's...

          Inhopelessness

          @MA11202015

God knows...

I know my Lord sees my tears

I keep telling myself 

I know my Lord knows

my woes

I keep on reminding myself 

            Inhopelessness

              @MA 972015

To Be Still...

As the thoughts 

rush one by one

I will quiet my soul

and be still before you 

my Lord...

For the things that are not meant to be 

For the life you did not will for me

though it tore my heart

so great and so deep

in streaming tears 

I shed...

There's nothing I can do

but to be still 

before you...

I Submit to your will...

Lord... 

What's next?

In this pain, after this pain

what is there for me?

Though my eyes

are swollen in tears

and my heart is weeping

I submit to your will Oh God...

I submit to your will...

Lord, I Submit to your will...

In Hopelessness

In Hopelessness

When things around are dim 

and you are losing yourself...

When hope is not available 

though you grope for hope...

When pain and sadness 

are overwhelming 

and your eyes and heart 

are sore in crying...

for everything have turned 

to nothing...

When days and nights are passing

and you are stuck in your own shell...

for todays and morrows 

have lost their meaning

and you wish to not wake up again

to another morning...

Turn your eyes upon Jesus...

Focus your eyes on God...

He made life and the universe 

what then can He not do...?

He knows all that you've been through 

All the days He is with you...

He sees you through 

with His mercy and grace 

sustaining you...

Believe and trust 

God is leading your way

His will and purposes 

are always the best and good

from your hopelessness 

guiding you all the way...