I Kneel...

Oh what amazing comfort it is 

to trust and believe the heart of God...

Oh what solitude to understand 

God can never be wrong...

In all my deepest pain

facing life's truths and realities

though in streaming tears

my heart is resting 

in trusting God's grace...

Oh God I will draw myself to you

I will cling in you...

When my sadness and pain 

is drowning me within...

when it's mist is pulling me in strain

and my heart starts to crumble again 

faced by the dagger of reality 

to you I come and kneel...

              Inhopelessness 

               @MA1182015

If God would...

They said 

Never stop asking God

Never give up 

on your hopes and dreams...

They just don't know

the truth that I am living in...

They just don't hear and see

my anguish 

to God I cried all nights all day...

If God would only give me 

one chance to ask  and pray...

I know needless for me to say...

He knew it all so well...

Everything...All the way...

     @ A Manu's 10152015

            Inhopelessness 

In the land of the living...

      

Oh God...

Please feel my grief 

      and heal my pain

You know my heart 

      is dying within

The sadness is consuming

      it is overwhelming

You know I'm tired

      you know the weight

that I've been bearing...

      I pray...

Please touch my heart

      please bless my soul 

with your peace and grace 

      in the land 

      of the living

Please allow me to live 

      a life that is 

      truly breathing

In hopelessness 

      please grant me hope

I pray Oh Lord...

      

When miracles He will not send...

Oh God...

can I pray for a miracle?

Oh Lord...

would you send a miracle?

Or are you testing me through all the pain

if I will trust and have faith in your will

when miracles you will not send...

Oh God...

You know I believe in You

In whatever may be

through the tears and pain

though miracles you will not send 

I will trust in You...