Thursday, September 2, 2021

Only When





It is in knowing 

The truth of God

We will know 

The Peace that surpasses 

All understanding



Original Music: “Only When”

By: Manuelle Augustine 

Created through : GarageBand for iOS App


#relaxing #reflective #meditative

Thursday, August 26, 2021

All I Need To Be


 

I have been into many

And you were with me all the way…

I know that you know 

that in your loving grace

is all 

I need to be…

Sunday, August 15, 2021

Just Hold On







Everything may look so dim

Nothing may seem to be going your way

And you are pressed to the bottom of your soul…

But…

No matter in hunger and thirst

No matter in nothingness

What matters is

Your heart 

That is trusting God 

in no matter what…

Wait and see…

for in His perfect time 

He will make things beautiful 

for thee


Sunday, July 11, 2021

God’s Mercy



Groping for God’s mercy...

My heart cries ... 

In deep anguish ...

My soul screams ...

Looking up to the skies ...

Hoping God could hear ...


“My Lord and my God

Please see me ...

Please see my worn torn soul

Seeking for your loving grace and mercy...”



©️inhopelessness 

        12July2021





Tuesday, July 6, 2021

On Depression


invited to write on depression... 


Depression


One word that holds a lot of weight, a feeling of unmeasurable sadness. No one can profoundly define the word depression but the person who went through it.


Almost all of us if not all human beings, at some point in our lifetime have been into this emotional, psychological torment. Each experiences varies, as well as the reasons and causes. The heaviness and deepness differs.


Since I was invited to write about depression ... please allow me to share depression according to my own experience.


Each life has its story to tell, as I have mine. I can never compare with anyone the degree of the weight that I have been through in life. Recollecting, I could tell my story wasn’t ordinary. I went to different stages of sadness and pain , of fear, of loneliness, of threat, of hunger, of having nothing, no shelter, no food, no financial sources. Being betrayed, being abused and used, being slandered, being accused, being rejected, being denied, being left alone, being alone on my own.


I can recall how weak I was. I have no one to tell how I was, because I can not tell anyone of how I was... There they could see the casual me but no one sees the struggles I’ve been wrestling inside.


But looking back I could tell now, how I survived. First and foremost it is the knowledge of who God is and who I am that built the me in the middle of my storms. Faithfully God guided me to the path that led me to the understanding of the knowledge of Him. I could only think now that someone, somebody, somewhere in time prayed for me or was praying for me. But even so, I believe that it is the grace of God that pulled me into His loving embrace.


Like the waves of the sea I’ve tossed and turned many times. Though equipped with the knowledge of the Almighty God, but still I lost grip of my faith and been drifted away devoured by my circumstances. Things wasn’t easy. I chose to walk on my own, following wherever my heart leads. Though at the back of my mind I know  God is with me all the way. Bumped with too many in life I managed on my own defenses, but there were times that I just didn’t  know anymore how to think, how to move on. There was a time that I surrendered to that ailing state of my being... and yielded to my sadness and pain... to the point of losing my physical strength ... I could not even lift a finger... I could only hear my heart slowly beating... and almost could not even open my eyes... could only hear whizzing sound of nothingness... this was the feeling of giving in to hopelessness ... everything around painted emptiness.


Yet, again graciously God paved the path for me into the understanding of His loving faithful grace... He led me again to the knowledge of who He is... and to the comprehension of His divine purposes and will.


I realized many times, that whenever I gave in to the pit of depression ... God would faithfully pull me back into His loving embrace... 


Depression did not really ... and cannot swallow me... because God’s amazing grace will always faithfully come to rescue me...


I have learned that even in the midst of hopelessness God will put in our hearts the understanding of the reasons why things has to be... and in all of these we grow more in faith in trusting His Heart and His divine will...


Overcoming depression is a choice.

Between a choice to be defeated 

and a choice to survive and move on...


©️Manuelle Augustine 

12 December 2020

Rest My Heart (video version)














Sending a message of holding on 
to faith in God, and trusting God 
in our lowest moments 
when we don’t know what to believe...

©️inhopelessness

Friday, July 2, 2021

If Only (video version)


 Please watch the video in the web version 


If Only ...

Yes...

If only we could ask God to change our realities...

If only we could get hold of hope in the middle hopelessness...

If only God will change our hopelessness with lovely colors of hope...

All these... and everything 

are in God’s hands...