A glimpse of light...

Hurts and pain

God may have allowed to happen 

and some too grievous to comprehend 

Though your heart can't find

the reasons

wait and see

For just in time 

He will make you know 

and understand 

why things had to be...

In your darkest 

a glimpse of light will shine...

walk through the light in faith

It shines even more 

as you advance closer

to believe...

Manuelle Augustine

         @2015

    Inhopelessness 

I want to believe...

Oh how my heart 

wants to believe 

that God desires 

to grant my wishes

and wipe my tears away 

as He comfort me 

in His embrace...

Through all...

Though your eyes fails your vision 

Though your ears can hear no tune

Though your tongue can't sing a song

Let your heart cry to the Lord

For though sitting on His throne 

He is with you through all...

              Manuelle Augustine 

                        @2015

                  Inhopelessness 

Malady of Pain...

You never know

the weight of my sadness...

you never know 

the depth of my pain...

You never care how it feels

You never care it never heals 

Had you know and had you care 

you never could have caused

this malady 

of agony and pain...

When miracles He will not send...

Oh God...

can I pray for a miracle?

Oh Lord...

would you send a miracle?

Or are you testing me through all the pain

if I will trust and have faith in your will

when miracles you will not send...

Oh God...

You know I believe in You

In whatever may be

through the tears and pain

though miracles you will not send 

I will trust in You...

Wish Love was Real

I wish that love is true 

I wish that love is real

I wish your heart was true 

I wish your love was real 

You promised 

you're here to stay

Yet you turned your back 

and walked away...

    Manuelle Augustine

             @2015

       Inhopelessness

In your grace...

"Gods grace is not with us ..."

Gods grace is not in me...(?)

Oh God...

How this words cut my heart...

How this truth pierced my soul...

To be not in your grace...

To be out from your grace...

Oh Lord...

You know 

How this truth 

hath melted me...

To be away from your grace 

what a cursed creature I could ever be...

But I know...

This  is not what you want me to be

This is not what you willed for me...

Out from your grace

you will not leave me...

for in your grace 

is where you want me to be

is where you embrace me...

Until healing springs...

writing 

writing down here 

the weepings of my soul

trying to paint in words

the echoes 

and shapes of my world

helping my bewailing vessel 

to face 

life's unprecedented truth

over and over this I do

writing down here 

sadness and pain

until the time

of healing

springs

   Inhopelessness 

       @MA2015