Though we throw our towels...

There are times 

when in our worsts 

that we tend to question God

and we feel like

dying in our faith

pulled down 

by heaviness and drain...

and all we can see 

are the traces of pains...

Yet... 

God's grace 

is beyond comprehension 

Still... 

though we throw our towels 

amazingly

His grace will pick us up 

and detail by detail

He will breathe in our hearts 

renewed peace 

renewed wisdom

renewed faith in His will...

Then we will see

He is proving Himself again

of the wonder of who He is...

       Inhopelessness 

          @MA2015

Just hold on...

        Just hold on...

In moving on...

In letting go...

In trying to be strong...

In surviving the pain...

In comforting your heart...

In wiping out your tears...

Just hold on...

trusting God

that in His time 

He will make all things 

beautiful...

As another day comes...

In tears 

and in deep pain

you know oh Lord

I am trusting in your will

Though the sadness is never leaving

Though the pain is never ever ending

Upon waking up in every morning 

My Lord I will call to you again

to sustain me with your grace 

as another day comes 

and roll again 

and again

A glimpse of light...

Hurts and pain

God may have allowed to happen 

and some too grievous to comprehend 

Though your heart can't find

the reasons

wait and see

For just in time 

He will make you know 

and understand 

why things had to be...

In your darkest 

a glimpse of light will shine...

walk through the light in faith

It shines even more 

as you advance closer

to believe...

Manuelle Augustine

         @2015

    Inhopelessness 

Through all...

Though your eyes fails your vision 

Though your ears can hear no tune

Though your tongue can't sing a song

Let your heart cry to the Lord

For though sitting on His throne 

He is with you through all...

              Manuelle Augustine 

                        @2015

                  Inhopelessness 

Malady of Pain...

You never know

the weight of my sadness...

you never know 

the depth of my pain...

You never care how it feels

You never care it never heals 

Had you know and had you care 

you never could have caused

this malady 

of agony and pain...

Wish Love was Real

I wish that love is true 

I wish that love is real

I wish your heart was true 

I wish your love was real 

You promised 

you're here to stay

Yet you turned your back 

and walked away...

    Manuelle Augustine

             @2015

       Inhopelessness

In your grace...

"Gods grace is not with us ..."

Gods grace is not in me...(?)

Oh God...

How this words cut my heart...

How this truth pierced my soul...

To be not in your grace...

To be out from your grace...

Oh Lord...

You know 

How this truth 

hath melted me...

To be away from your grace 

what a cursed creature I could ever be...

But I know...

This  is not what you want me to be

This is not what you willed for me...

Out from your grace

you will not leave me...

for in your grace 

is where you want me to be

is where you embrace me...

Until healing springs...

writing 

writing down here 

the weepings of my soul

trying to paint in words

the echoes 

and shapes of my world

helping my bewailing vessel 

to face 

life's unprecedented truth

over and over this I do

writing down here 

sadness and pain

until the time

of healing

springs

   Inhopelessness 

       @MA2015

In the midst of pain...

It is in the midst of overwhelming pain

when you are totally  lost in control

of things...

when you learn to humble and kneel...

when you truly call and seek God...

is when you will come to understand

that in everything 

in trusting God

is when you will find 

peace and rest... 

in the midst of pain...