In your grace...

"Gods grace is not with us ..."

Gods grace is not in me...(?)

Oh God...

How this words cut my heart...

How this truth pierced my soul...

To be not in your grace...

To be out from your grace...

Oh Lord...

You know 

How this truth 

hath melted me...

To be away from your grace 

what a cursed creature I could ever be...

But I know...

This  is not what you want me to be

This is not what you willed for me...

Out from your grace

you will not leave me...

for in your grace 

is where you want me to be

is where you embrace me...