Monday, April 20, 2015

Wish Love was Real

I wish that love is true 
I wish that love is real
I wish your heart was true 
I wish your love was real 

You promised 
you're here to stay
Yet you turned your back 
and walked away...

    Manuelle Augustine
             @2015
       Inhopelessness



Tuesday, April 7, 2015

In your grace...


"Gods grace is not with us ..."
Gods grace is not in me...(?)
Oh God...
How this words cut my heart...
How this truth pierced my soul...
To be not in your grace...
To be out from your grace...
Oh Lord...
You know 
How this truth 
hath melted me...
To be away from your grace 
what a cursed creature I could ever be...
But I know...
This  is not what you want me to be
This is not what you willed for me...
Out from your grace
you will not leave me...
for in your grace 
is where you want me to be
is where you embrace me...





Sunday, April 5, 2015

Until healing springs...


writing 
writing down here 
the weepings of my soul
trying to paint in words
the echoes 
and shapes of my world
helping my bewailing vessel 
to face 
life's unprecedented truth
over and over this I do
writing down here 
sadness and pain
until the time
of healing
springs


   Inhopelessness 
       @MA2015




Friday, March 27, 2015

Hopelessness

How wonderful is the word Hope...
It brightens a way...
It opens a pathway to strive...
It gives life a meaning...
It invigorates a soul...

But there are things 
that Hope can never change...
They are called reality and truth
Which only acceptance and faith
for the will and purposes of God
is the only choice...

It is called hopelessness 
a bitter truth...



A hearts plea...

As you removed him 
  from my life...
           Lord...
   Please remove him
       from my heart...




Sunday, March 22, 2015

I wonder...

Father God
How do you see me?
What is my image to thee?

How do you look at me?
What am I to thee?

I wonder Oh God
what are your thoughts
about me...


      Manuelle Augustine 
              @2015




Friday, March 20, 2015

In words...


My soul hid in words...
there's nowhere  I could go 
from void and emptiness 
in each passing moment
as I breathe each passing day 
in my painful truth and reality...


        Inhopelessness