Rest my heart...

When sadness is creeping 

the wounds throbbing 

all I can do is whisper 

"My heart just trust 

the will of God..."

Through all the tears

I keep telling myself 

"Rest my heart 

in trusting 

the heart of God..."

Trust in God my heart

Trust in God 

my heart

just trust 

in Him

just trust 

in His will...

In everything...

In everything 

God allowed to happen

He wants us to learn...

that in Him 

we can always lean...

that nothing will stand 

apart from Him...

Pen your Pain

Harm yourself no more...

You've been hurt 

much too much

Stop... 

Not anymore...

your skin please don't cut

In your melancholy

in your struggles and despair

write down your pain

pen your heart and hurts

the screaming and gnashing within

all the agony and tears

write them all down my friend...

To Be Still...

As the thoughts 

rush one by one

I will quiet my soul

and be still before you 

my Lord...

For the things that are not meant to be 

For the life you did not will for me

though it tore my heart

so great and so deep

in streaming tears 

I shed...

There's nothing I can do

but to be still 

before you...

Just hold on...

        Just hold on...

In moving on...

In letting go...

In trying to be strong...

In surviving the pain...

In comforting your heart...

In wiping out your tears...

Just hold on...

trusting God

that in His time 

He will make all things 

beautiful...

In the land of the living...

      

Oh God...

Please feel my grief 

      and heal my pain

You know my heart 

      is dying within

The sadness is consuming

      it is overwhelming

You know I'm tired

      you know the weight

that I've been bearing...

      I pray...

Please touch my heart

      please bless my soul 

with your peace and grace 

      in the land 

      of the living

Please allow me to live 

      a life that is 

      truly breathing

In hopelessness 

      please grant me hope

I pray Oh Lord...