When I am giving up on me...

I was dying

I am dying within

I lost all meaning 

No use for existing...

To close my eyes

and rest my worn soul 

is all that calls...

I was dying

I am dying

My sorrows consuming 

So tired of wretchedness 

I rather lay in solitude 

in timeless slumber

where all my pain

will be forgotten...

I was dying 

I am dying

everyday I am...

Yet...amazingly

God is lifting me up

in my each falling...

when I am giving up on me

in each day...

    Inhopelessness 

    @MA01082016